I am completely 100% ripping this post off from Max Bittle's blog. His idea inspired me to reflect on these past couple of years and I also thought I would share, cause it's better than keeping it bottled up inside right? Check out the original
HEREI have no direction
I know where I want to be, but have no idea how to get there or the means at which I get there
I'm inspired by the same things that are uninspiring to me
I'm too worried to take risks because I'm afraid of failure
I love taking risks
I am shy and paranoid while photographing
I loathe obnoxious reporters and photographers
I use a wide angle all the time
I love the 'daily grind'
I take a lot of baths
Money is everything when you don't have it, and nothing when you do
My truck hit 177,777 miles the other day
I'm quick to vent my senseless frustrations online and spend too much time debating whether or not to share, usually ending in regret
I think too much in one big circle and psycho analyze everything
Most of the photo goals I have I'll never meet
Photography is TOO competitive
I miss my wonderful family
I miss my amazing, beautiful, witty, thoughtful, patient, hilarious, stunning, genious, one-of-a-kind girlfriend <3
I miss Denmark
Photography is not life
Contests don't mean anything to me and mean too much to some
The photo community means squat outside of it
I'd rather hang with friends than take photos of them
Have I done anything that means anything?
Making a career out of newspaper photojournalism might not be a possibility
I'm 23
I have week-long passion for a story and it fizzles away when the planets don't align
Posting a project to the blog jinxes it
I think my work is less than mediocre
My pictures are flat...too flat
My pictures lack moments
I think every second is a decisive moment, not just the loud ones
I'd rather photograph what the 30 other photographers are not, whether that is "decisive" or not because it
is infact decisive
I miss the bubble called College
I miss being able to walk to a friend's house and have something to do at 3 AM
I'm too negative sometimes
My greatest ideas come at night and in the morning I wonder what the hell I was thinking
I love my job and where I work
I have a job at a newspaper even in these troubled times
I enjoy where I live
I don't care about editing tight on a blog
I don't care about only putting the best stuff up
I rarely read
I have been there for friends and friends have been there for me
Over the past year people have helped me out and I just want to say thanks to: Laura, Ellis, Kruse, Fredman, Benedict, Wood, Reed, Ikuru, Vince, Morgan, Dulai, Scroggins, Mussell, Jero, Nahr, Lucier, Lee, Emil, Hanne, Catalin, Fogg, Detrick, David, Rita, Jackie, Wehling, Gerik, Nick, Parker, Julia, Hook, Barnes, Devereaux, Eich, Smith, Morones, Dylan, Cihelka, Donaldson, Baughman, Bartel, and everyone else!
Photojournalism Goals:
I want to do well in Midland
I want to feel part of a community
I want to one day live near the beach so I can surf before and after work
I want to be more thoughtful and patient and help people
I want to do one solid photo story
I want to go to a war zone
Before I die, I would love to be published in a magazine
I want to make a book
Secretly I want to be a writer and photographer
I want to do something that means something to someone
I want to eventually work for an NGO
I want to learn how college students can afford trips half-way around the world to work on projects
I want to be taken more seriously and less seriously
I want to take more risks
Secretly, I want to be selected for the joop swart masterclass...someday before I die
I want to find my niche or purpose or vision in this huge world